| | My year in view. So this is probably my last entry for the year(i said probably oh)..i guess it's a time to look back at 2006..and look forward at 2007..make resolutions and all.You know....i want to be a better brother,better sister,better husband,i want to quit smoking or quit drinking..and fornicating...u know resolutions that we all dont end up keeping..well some of us.But my resolutions have been the same for 3 years in a row which is just to be a better version of the person i was the previous year and try to be more positive and surround myself with positive people and people that make me happy and inspire me.And be more confident,u know raise that confidence bar up a notch.I know i am a lot confident than i was last year so there's been improvement.And hopefully manage to touch someone's life in a positive way this year.Yeah thats basically it. though there are a few things i hope to accomplish - Get back to school and complete my damn course
- Lose weight,well my brother
 suggested that we both go on a dieting and exercising programme(not that he needs it but he wants them packs)...and the way we'll keep up the momentum is if one of us breaks any of the rules..we'll pay each other...and we are stingy mo' fo's in that house.I just pray to God it works out.At least a couple of Kg's sha.. - Take my writing to another level e.g write a book, write for a magazine.compose more poetry,showcase my stuff.just be out there..that i accomplished a little,didnt do a good job of that hopefully next year id be able to do that.
- Find my happiness...
- Get closer to God.
- Find peace with my mother and get closer to her(hopefully)
So em thats basically it, this year was pretty tough for me...very tough one of the toughest years..Apart from the fact that i had to leave school for a year due to certain problems...was the other problem i had to deal with from june,july and august that i can't really talk about but threatened my sanity and i thought i was going to lose it.But thanks to the wonderful people..especially L who helped me through those horrid times. Yeah i started going out with L this year so that was definately a high,i met someone who met all my desires,in whose eyes i looked into and saw love,he didnt even need to say it.Yeah things are sorta on a rough patch but we'll work it out by the grace of God .I met alot of awesome people...specially online.People that i really cherish and do appreciate even though sometimes it seems like i dont...cause i don't call or text...or chat...or keep in touch...Please please bear with me.You know if i could i would..And when i can i do holler and i promise to improve next year okay.Thanks for being there.Those people who read my blog and tell me how much they love it and how something i've written has inspired them or helped them one way or the other and have urged me to keep writing..Thanks alot...yall make it worth it. Our precious dog -seargeant pepper passed away this year....That was very sad...because he was the last descendant of one of our favorite dogs chester and princess..So it hurt real bad..and he will be missed. Some of my favorite entries this year. Whose porn is it anyway Whose porn is it anyway2 Blind date from hell My momma and me pt 1 Fattention Am coming out with my own music group- threesome I see dumb girls! My momma and me pt 2 My crazy family I love my mum but she's so arrggghh!!! Conversations with my 13 year old self The trial of sergeant pepper(my beloved dog) Conversations of my body parts pt1 Fellowhip at the olabode house It's been wonderful...see u all next year..hale and hearty.May God see each and every one of us into the next year safely... One luv have fun this holidays. love EXSCHOOLNERD. |
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